FEEL ALIVE INDULGE THROUGH HOPE: an ongoing journey
Living in faith is sometimes the hardest thing to do. You want to see the bigger picture, but feel as though it is nonexistent. I’ve struggled for 3 years to find balance in being a fully fledged adult, and even encountered moments of doubt where I felt this stage of life wasn’t meant for me. Although I made it thus far, it was by the skin of my teeth.
There are so many variables I wish, someone could have told me to avoid, but instead, I just keep going through them like a lost puppy. I laugh every time something goes wrong just because that is all you can do. I don’t believe in adding big words to describe my life story so, I won’t. I also like the creative flow that takes place in the dark. As I look outside of my window, I notice the lack of stars tonight and only hear honking horns, salsa music and Spanish Harlem.
Welcome to my world folks! A 28 year old woman who has not gotten it together since birth—but, she maintains her positive aura.
I don’t have a number of pages to tell this story, but I do have an experience to share and that is being an adult. You go to school, and then search for employment with hopes of making a difference in the world, only to find a semi-decent job with high demands and a low salary. You either hate it or go with the flow of things depending on the weather and sometimes, want to tell your coworker to kiss your arse. Yep, that’s being an adult for you–oh, but let’s not forget about the dreams, aspirations and goals part. You set a budget in which you hardly ever follow and dream of one day breaking a career record and being the world’s lifesaver–yep, that ‘s also a part of the adulthood plan. So what happens when you want to hop off the train of life for some fresh air? You just hold onto faith with both hands and close your eyes no matter how fast it’s going because in due time, you will reach your destination.
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